Let's feed the Head, shall we?
Chillosophy not a novel but purely done from a state of live and love. I woke up thinking about having to do a good meditation for Onlyfans site, read a quote and started writing. But again I let you all know that since stopping acupuncture around my eyes, my light sensitivity is back to needing to be in dim lighting, my eyes get swole or blurry with a dark grey spit in the middle of vision and I heal it through breath and taoist eye movements and prescribed acidic drops. An explanation to ..I write so you FEEL
The grammar and ~s may be off but It will serve, someone. That much I know.
Today, on Onlyfans.com/Vamamargatantra, I will upload a nice hypnotic guided session to the Void. To inner space perhaps even a bit of inner peace for some.
Peace is a big part of Tantra. In a tantric state there is no need. As stated before. That needless state is something we have talked about before and before getting into chatting about the Void/ inner peace and our journey I wanted to match it up with some more "real life" examples of the self discovery and needless Sex. Sexually, people may not be able to understand "no need". That incomprehension is a-ok, it is a sign of something you may want to explore more. Meaning something is there for you. If you dive into it you may just come out a needless lover or simply just a better, happier one. Let's dive right in! Why must you need anything to have sex, for that matter? If you only have Sex when you "need" then what do you need? Why? Why do you need that Pussy or cock? Why do you NEED anything? Some may reply quickly, saying~ "because I love the pussy (cock)" So if you love it, why do you still NEED it? A person may then be able to reply, "I don't need it, I just like to have it" To which the self discovery moment of truth is..ok, so which is it? Love or need. One can not say one is open to self discovery if one runs away from the raw simple questions. If you do or if people do not know, that be ok too. Guess what? Simple, if you don't know and want to find out, then Be Present and witness yourself. Any reply can get us deeper into self discovery, self realization. Mind you, if sex is great, you love it and you don't feel there is anything to learn or improve about it and you are at total peace with it. Stop reading lol. Am not saying all people have a relationship with sex they are not happy with. Am merely using the example of sex and needlessness because it is so relevant in this era where sex is in all. However, sex is still seen as something dirty or naughty when it can be a vessel to very deep and pure self revelation, discovery, growth and increased self love. *Here is another point of perspective* Am not comparing food to sex but instead healthy hunger to unhealthy hunger just for purposes of doing what I do. Which is writing so that you feel, what I am saying. A "feeling" example 👁️simply so some may think for a moment about how it IS a totally different experience to eat a beautiful meal when you have a healthy hunger than to eat a crumb off the floor because you NEED to, because you are hungry & starved. Feel me now. The healthy like and love of the sexual experience is beautiful. The starved or glutinous insatiable need is not. Some may ask why? Well, plain and simply because when there is an insatiable or unhealthy need for sex it is usually a symptom of an unhappiness or unfulfillment in another area of that person's life. In saying that, one can not generalize as to a "symptom of WHAT" ~ because it could be a lack of control in other areas of life and so sex is used as a tool to control at least one thing in their lives. Other examples that the hyper sexual need, can be a symptom of are mental challenges, being bipolar, being manic, being depressed and seeing sex as the only way to be intimate or remember happiness,trauma, loneliness etc. A person may reply in other ways when speaking of their need for sex with replies like, " I gotta have sex, a lot of it..." Usually followed by~ "I love being inside a woman" or "I just love it and wanna have it a lot" (Ok that is beautiful but if we started with the same person saying *I need sex, need it* Then they can clear it up more, get deeper into their truth. Do you love it or need it? Do you need it because you love it? Or do you love it because you need it? And we can keep going deeper.) There are many ways to dive deeper into the "need". When do you feel hyper sexual? Always or seasonal (not nature's seasons but different seasons of your life?) Does the person need the release of the orgasm or do they need the validation of existing from another? Is that the only way the person feels connected to another? Does the person simply need intimacy? Is that the only way they have known intimacy? Do they only see sex as intimacy? It is not. As most know, sex can be violent or absent minded empty people dry humping. Point is sex is not intimacy. Intimacy is intimacy. As a matter of speaking, a proper polite way to describe sex in culture became substituting the word sex with the word intimacy. It meant being close and sharing and of course sex can be the deepest form of that, but need not be that. However, it became more and more embedded in people , that sex was intimacy and intimacy was sex. In a negative way. Simply because it is not always an act of true intimacy in today's society or any other for that matter. Otherwise we would not have rape or meaningless affairs when people really convince themselves that there is no need except their "love" for sex. During our times of meditation and sexual self love, thoughts come in and want to flood the mind. Observe and practice "allowing" Observe what your mind wants you to think about and if it is unrelated to the moment, then why? Own the mind. Practice owning the mind. Practicing contemplation can assist. When working with the root or sacral chakras, self esteem, self respect, sexual challenges we can contemplate on who we truly are as a lover. What do we need? What do we love? Do we love? Contemplations need not be just scripture text or quotes or comfortable stuff. Though if you are uncomfortable you can practice by using breath being patient and compassionate with yourself. You can also practice, going There..there where you feel uncomfortable practice ~through the breath~getting comfortable. Contemplating on our favorite parts of the sexual experience. Experiencing how WE truly see sex from a safe space of introspection. This is good. Staying there a while. Contemplate on your favorite positions, your favorite partner's qualities/turn offs,contemplate on the orgasm. Keep going imagining going into yourself. Going through tunnels or down or up stairs. Sit or lay and Allow the imagination to play. Practicing owning the mind. Telling It what to do for once. Bring the contemplation to life. Imagining the skin, touching your skin, feeling your humanNess, imagine the feels, the thrills, the wet sheets, the scents, the rooms, sitting with the contemplations fully Immersed. We can explore ourselves while turning ourselves on. Being present with ourselves. Sending love with each touch, to ourselves. Practicing non judgement of the contemplation or the thoughts that may arrive, observing if there is judgement in the thoughts, practice removing the judgement. Going slowly and each time you do these going deeper. Fearlessly exploring the sexual energy and nature of self is a deep part of the Vama Marga Tantric, the native indigenous Shamanic,the Taoist Tantric and the Shaivism ways. Some like the taoist more so with the self not others necessarily. In the vama we explore the being and the sexual openly but a huge part if the practice is with self..solo. Learning from the sexual energy we learn of the self and our nature. Elimination of the judgement and self observance raises your vibration and adding the sexual energy to it , in the mix even more so. Contemplating what you give as a lover. Who are you sexually? What do you give? What do you believe you give? What do you really give? Contemplate who you are sexually. Are you daring, reckless, ruthless,passionate, kind,insecure, go with the flow, explorative, predictable? Who are you? Controlling, submissive, neutral? Go deep into that slowly. You have enough material here for a few self love or contemplation sessions with yourself. I share because people are moved when I give them ideas and I just feel them and learned a lot from my practice and those who taught me were beyond amazing and generous and Different. They were of service not money. However, I did work for (as in live on the property and planted crops and a garden plus helped people get a long on his Tantric based property) a guru that was nit good and that was accused of male and female sexual slavery. I also ended up working with as in helping a man heal himself of the damage done while in said guru's program. These practices can be misunderstood and misused when sex is in the mix. I pass on the teachings so you can create your own practice. Your own life. I share the teachings and I share the knowledge that I~through experience at times dark and difficult experience, turned into my personal wisdom. My wisdom will never be yours. Just like you will never be the lover I be. No, no, we are one in the same but I have my own gift/my own perspective. My own point of perspective in this grid or field of existence. You will have to find your own way. Perhaps just simply that be the way...some say. Do not always seek, be guided. Observant. Honor yourself with your presence, do not abandon yourself. You Are sexual. We are animals with consciousness our sex can be oh so much better than the "Discovery channel" or even worse in a dark way. Who you are sexually is very reflective of who you are physically in living, in how you live. Contemplating these things is so healthy and can be used as a tool or vessel to get us deeper and deeper in self awareness, acceptance, non judgement and deeper meditative states. Then as more and more things are un-raveled un knotted, the more that cluttered space inside starts emptying out. The more we can arrive, truly arrive into a void state that blows anything you ever considered to be "peace", awaY.
Meditate on the void in one’s own body on all sides simultaneously. When the mind has become free from thoughts, one experiences everything as the Void.
(VERSE 43) knowledge from ancient Hindu scriptures Upanishads
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